day nineteen

06/12/2009 at 10:30 am (Uncategorized) (, )

the biggest question i have is will i have enough energy to finish all 90 days.  it seems like i’m more and more tired as each day goes by.  so, far, i’ve been able to muster up the strength to get up and do the workouts.  but, i always have this doubt in my mind that i will not be able to do the whole program.  i want to.  i want to be fit.  i want to be thinner.  i want to look nice in my bridesmaid dress come next march (not like a giant purple whale).  i really really want it.  but, somewhere between wanting it and doing it, there’s this doubt pulling me back.  its like swimming against a current.  its hard, and really, that’s the way most people drown.  i’m going to keep swimming and hope that i can just ride it out until i see the results that will keep me motivated.

6/10/09 – 10:00am

sculpt 1/2 – 28 minutes

257 calories burned; 45% fat

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